Sunday, November 30, 2008

Roses 4 Rose

Red roses were her favorites, her name was also
Rose.
And every year her husband sent them, tied with
pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her
door.
The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the
years before.

Each year he sent her roses, and the note would
always say,
"I love you even more this year, than last year on
this day."
"My love for you will always grow, with every
passing year."
She knew this was the last time that the roses
would appear.

She thought, he ordered roses in advance before
this day.
Her loving husband did not know, that he would
pass away.
He always liked to do things early, way before the
time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out
fine.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very
special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling
face.
She would sit for hours, in her husband's favorite
chair.
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting
there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her
mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her
fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by
her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at
them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist
shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he
would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her
such pain?

"I know your husband passed away, more than a
year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would
want to know."
"The flowers you received today, were paid for in
advance."
"Your husband always planned ahead, he left
nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order, that I have on file down
here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them
every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should
know,
He wrote a special little card...he did this years
ago."

"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer
here,
That's the card...that should be sent, to you the
following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears
now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get
the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a
note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what
he wrote...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've
been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."

"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in
life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the
perfect wife."

"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my
every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to
grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your
tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."

"When you get these roses, think of all the
happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were
blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some
living still."

"Please...try to find happiness, while living out your
days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some
ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only
stop,
When your door's not answered, when the florist
stops to knock."

"He will come five times that day, in case you have
gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place, where I've
instructed him,
And place the roses where we are, together once
again."


Love is the greatest thing of all...just cuz someone
passes or leaves
u,
doesn't mean everything dies, be happy it
happened...and move on...love
is
the most precious just like time...
i hav to understand this
fact....




Saturday, November 29, 2008

Muslimah Solehah Impian

"Sayang, Abang minta izin untuk nikah sorang lagi," Aliyah yang sedang melipat kain, terdiam seketika. Mungkin terkedu. Adakah pendengarannya kian kabur lantaran usianya yang kian beranjak. Adakah dialog tadi hanya dilafazkan di dalam TV, sementelah TV juga dipasang. Tapi, ahh bukanlah.

TV sedang menayangkan iklan Sunsilk, mustahil sudah ada siri baru iklan Sunsilk?

Dia menghela nafas panjang.

Dia memandang sekali imbas wajah Asraf Mukmin, kemudian tersenyum. Meletakkan kain yang telah siap dilipat di tepi, bangun lantas menuju ke dapur. Langkahnya diatur tenang. Segelas air sejuk diteguk perlahan. Kemudian dia ke bilik Balqis, Sumayyah, Fatimah. Rutin hariannya, mencium puteri-puterinya sebelum dia masuk tidur. Dahulu, semasa puterinya kecil lagi, rutin itu dilakukan dengan suaminya. Kini, anak-anak kian beranjak remaja. Kemudian, dia menjenguk bilik putera bujangnya yang berdua, si kembar, Solehin dan Farihin. Pengabisannya dia kembali kepada suaminya.

Asraf Mukmin hanya diam, membatu diri. Dia amat mengenali isterinya. Jodoh yang diatur keluarga hampir 16 tahun yang lepas menghadiahkan dia sebuah keluarga yang bahagia, Aliyah adalah ikon isteri solehah. Namun, kehadiran Qistina, gadis genit yang menjawat jawatan pembantu tadbir kesetiausahaan di jabatannya benar-benar membuatkan dia lemah.

"Kau mampu Asraf, dengan gaji kau, aku rasa kau mampu untuk beri makan 2 keluarga," sokongan Hanif, teman sepejabat menguatkan lagi hujah apabila dia berdepan dengan Aliyah.

" Abang Asraf, Qis tak kisah. Qis sanggup bermadu jika itu yang ditakdirkan. Bimbinglah Qis, Qis perlukan seseorang yang mampu memimpin Qis," masih terngiang-ngiang bicara lunak Qis.

Akhir-akhir ini, panas rasanya punggung dia di rumah. Pagi-pagi, selesai solat subuh, cepat-cepat dia bersiap untuk ke pejabat. Tidak seperti kelaziman, dia akan bersarapan berjemaah bersama isteri dan anak- anak. Aduhai, penangan Qis gadis kelahiran Bumi Kenyalang benar-benar menjerat hatinya.

" Abang , Aliyah setuju dengan permintaan Abang. Tapi, Aliyah nak berjumpa dengan wanita tu," Lembut dan tenang sayup-sayup suara isterinya. Dia tahu, Aliyah bukan seorang yang panas baran. Aliyah terlalu sempurna, baik tetapi ahh hatinya kini sedang mengilai wanita yang jauh lebih muda.

"Bawa dia ke sini, tinggalkan dia bersama Aliyah selama 1 hari saja, boleh?" pelik benar permintaan isterinya. Hendak dipengapakan apakah buah hatinya itu? Namun, tanpa sedar dia menganguk, tanda setuju. Sebab, dia yakin isterinya tidak akan melakukan perkara yang bukan-bukan. Dan hakikatnya dia seharusnya bersyukur. Terlalu bersyukur. Kalaulah isterinya itu wanita lain, alamatnya perang dunia meletus lah jawabnya. Melayanglah periuk belanga. Ehhh, itu zaman dulu-dulu. Zaman sekarang ni, isteri-isteri lebih bijak.

Teringat dia kisah seorang tentera yang disimbah dengan asid, gara-gara menyuarakan keinginan untuk menambah cawangan lagi satu. Kecacatan seumur hidup diterima sebagai hadiah sebuah perkahwinan yang tidak sempat dilangsungkan. Dan dia, hanya senyuman daripada Aliyah.

"Apa, nak suruh Qis jumpa dengan isteri Abang," terjegil bulat mata Qis yang berwarna hijau. "Kak Aliyah yang minta," masih lembut dia memujuk Qis.

"Biar betul, apa dia nak buat dengan Qis?" "Takutlah Qis, silap haribulan dia bunuh Qis!" terkejut Asraf Mukmin. "Percayalah Qis, Aliyah bukan macam tu orangnya. Abang dah lama hidup dengannya. Abang faham," Qistina mengalih pandangannya.

Mahu apakah bakal madunya berjumpa dengannya? Dia sering disogokkan dengan pelbagai cerita isteri pertama membuli isteri kedua. Heh, ini Qistina lah. Jangan haraplah jika nak membuli aku. Desis hati kecil Qistina. Hari ini genap seminggu Qistina bercuti seminggu. Seminggu jugalah dia merindu. Puas dicuba untuk menghubungi Qistina, namun tidak berjaya. Rakan serumah menyatakan mereka sendiri tidak mengetahui ke mana Qistina pergi. Genap seminggu juga peristiwa dia menghantar Qistina untuk ditemuduga oleh Aliyah. Sedangkan dia diminta oleh Aliyah bermunajat di Masjid Putra. Di masjid itu, hatinya benar-benar terusik. Sekian lamanya dia tidak menyibukkan dirinya dengan aktiviti keagamaan di masjid Putra.

Dulu, sebelum dia mengenali Qistina, saban malam dia akan bersama dengan Aliyah serta anak-anaknya, berjemaah dengan kariah masjid. Kemudian menghadiri majlis kuliah agama. Membaca Al-Quran secara bertaranum itu adalah kesukaannya. Namun, lenggok Qistina melalaikannya. Haruman Qistina memudarkan bacaan taranumnya. Hatinya benar-benar sunyi. Sunyi dengan tasbih, tasmid yang sering dilagukan. Seharian di Masjid Putra, dia cuba mencari dirinya, Asraf Mukmin yang dulu. Asraf Mukmin anak Imam Kampung Seputih. Asraf Mukmin yang asyik dengan berzanji. Menitis air matanya. Hatinya masih tertanya-tanya, apakah yang telah terjadi pada hari itu. Aliyah menunaikan tanggungjawabnya seperti biasa. Tiada kurangnya layanan Aliyah. Mulutnya seolah-olah terkunci untuk bertanya hal calon madu Aliyah.

Tit tit... sms menjengah masuk ke kantung inbox hensetnya. "Qis minta maaf. Qis bukan pilihan terbaik utk Abang jadikan isteri. Qis tidak sehebat kak Aliyah. Qis perlu jadikan diri Qis sehebatnya untuk bersama Abang.

Dibawah hensetnya, ada sekeping sampul besar.

Kepada: Asraf Mukmin, Suami yang tersayang...

Asraf Mukmin diburu kehairanan. Sampul berwarna cokelat yang hampir saiz dengan A4 itu dibukaperlahan.

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Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Pengasihani.

Salam sejahtera buat suami yang tercinta, moga redhaNya sentiasa mengiringi jejak langkahmu. Abang yang dikasihi, genap seminggu sesi temuduga yang Aliyah jalankan pada Qistina. Terima kasih kerana Abang membawakan Aliyah seorang calon madu yang begitu cantik. Di sini Aliyah kemukakan penilaian Aliyah.

1. Dengan ukuran badan ala-ala model, dia memang mengalahkan Aliyah yang sudah tidak nampak bentuk badan. Baju- bajunya memang mengikut peredaran zaman. Tapi, Aliyah sayangkan Abang. Aliyah tak sanggup Abang diheret ke neraka kerana menanggung dosa. Sedangkan dosa Abang sendiri pun, masih belum termampu untuk dijawab di akhirat sana , apatah lagi Abang nak menggalas dosa org lain. Aliyah sayangkan Abang...

2. Aliyah ada mengajak dia memasak. Memang pandai dia masak, apatah lagi western food. Tapi, Aliyah sayangkan Abang. Aliyah tahu selera Abang hanya pada lauk pauk kampung. Tapi tak tahulah pula Aliyah kalau-kalau selera Abang sudah berubah. Tapi, Aliyah masih ingat lagi, masa kita sekeluarga singgah di sebuah restoran western food, Abang muntahkan semua makanan western food tu. Lagi satu, anak-anak kita semuanya ikut selera ayah mereka. Kesian nanti, tak makan la pula anak-anak kita. Aliyah sayangkan Abang...

3. Aliyah ada mengajak dia solat berjemaah. Kelam kabut dibuatnya. Aliyah minta dia jadi Imam. Yelah, nanti dia akan menjadi ibu pada zuriat Abang yang lahir, jadinya Aliyah harapkan dia mampu untuk mengajar anak-anak Abang untuk menjadi imam dan imamah yang beriman. Tapi, kalau dia sendiri pun kelam kabut memakai telekung... Aliyah sayangkan Abang...

Abang yang disayangi, cukuplah rasanya penilaian Aliyah. Kalau diungkap satu persatu, Aliyah tak terdaya. Abg lebih memahaminya. Ini penilaian selama 1 hari, Abang mungkin dapat membuat penilaian yang jauh lebih baik memandangkan Abang mengenalinya lebih dari Aliyah mengenalinya.

Abang yang dicintai, di dalam sampul ini ada borang keizinan berpoligami. Telah siap Aliyah tandatangan. Juga sekeping tiket penerbangan MAS ke Sarawak. Jika munajat Abang di Masjid Putra mengiayakan tindakan Abang ini, ambillah borang ini, isi dan pergilah kepada Qistina. Oh ya, lupa nak cakap, Qistina telah berada di Sawarak. Menunggu Abang... Aliyah sayangkan Abg...

Tetapi jika Abg merasakan Qistina masih belum cukup hebat untuk dijadikan isteri Abang, pergilah cari wanita yang setanding dengan Aliyah... Aliyah sayangkan Abg.

Tetapi, jika Abg merasakan Aliyah adalah isteri yang hebat untuk Abangg.. tolonglah bukakan pintu bilik ni. Aliyah bawakan sarapan kegemaran Abang, roti canai.. air tangan Aliyah.

Salam sayang, Aliyah Najihah binti MohdHazery.

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Tangannya pantas membuka pintu biliknya. Di situ berdiri Aliyah Najihah bersama-sama hidangan sarapan pagi kegemarannya.

Dia tersenyum! Benar, tiada isteri sehebat Aliyah isterinya!





Semoga kau mnjadi muslimah sejati,syg ku..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Super Weapon



Aku mmpi smlm..aku jumpe power rangers..power rangers 2 kate aku the chosen 1..die soh aku jg bumi n die anugerahkan pdg kat aku..aku bgun tido,ngucap byk2..syaiton kco aku tdo ni..

Tp,aku trperasan de pedang n shield kat sblah..sme mcm power rangers 2 bg dlm mmpi..

adakah ini 1 kbetolan..?


Aku bru beli mnatang ni la actly,4 vdeo show utk family day nnt..cool x?

kecik2 dlu bapak aku xnak bli kan..skrg aku dah de duit,bli sendiri lg besh..lepaskan gian aku nak men pedang2 time kecik dlu..hahahahahah

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Kawen kawen kawen........

1.How old are you?
- very3 old..hahahaha

2. Are you single?
- single but taken

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
- ice age..?

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
- insya Allah

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- donno yet

6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
- jnji bleh kawen sudeyh..hhaaahahha

7. Your ideal motif?
- moderation.

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
- iium kuantan..aiii..hahahah

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
- alot,including u..

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- simple sudeyh

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
- ade ke nnt??.

12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
- gne kek lapis srwak..ko kire la sndri bpe lapis..hahaah

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
- reception at umah je,bleh?

14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
- morning..

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- infront of the door..kuikuikui

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
-owh yes...special mmry 4 my wife l8r

18. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
-permata untuk isteri - kopratasa

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- light ofcourse!

21. What age do you want to get married?
- bile da smpai seruuuu

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife
- the one whu can stand wit me 4 her whole life..

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- fine dining

24. champagne or red wine?
- sirap soda..?hahahah

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- up 2 my wife later

26. Money or household item?
- hhahahahah..wadya wan,ma wife?

27. Who will pay for the bills?
- bank..hahahaha

28. Are you ready for married life?
- more then ready..wuahahahahah..yela sgt...

29. Do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
- uik???

30. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
- yes

31. How many kids do u like?
- 1...............................platoon..hahahah.

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
- oh definitely new!!

33. Will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
- platinum..huehue.

34. What kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
- western..myb?.

35. Will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
- nak wat movie siap..hahahh

Monday, November 3, 2008

Hot 'N Cold


You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you're no good for me

{CHORUS}
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up
You, You don't really want to stay, no
You, but you don't really want to go-o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh bout nothing
Now your plain boring

I should know that
you're not gonna change

{CHORUS}

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can't get off this ride


You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

SAPE-KAHH??